Every remembering in the now of the ongoing mysterium enhances the activation of a self-programmed-wake-up-call (neuoprogramming - learning) which also seems to be transfered in my dream states without any special focus on that. It feels like awake / dream state become more and more one (of consciousness).
Do you undergo similar experiences?
And beside of that, it seems that my stream of awareness transcends more and more constantly through these ?different? awake/dream states, what goes along with a decrease of the lacks of memorizsation.NotTwo hat geschrieben:I know exactly what you mean, tseuq. Having practised mindfulness for many years as a Buddhist, then self-remembering with Gurdjieff groups, and now ... well just don't have terms for what I believe or what I practise - "just being" sort of covers it - I have seen how that awareness of now can suddenly appear in a dream, waking up so to speak in sleep. These days when it happens I usually start to examine my surroundings and I'm just amazed at how much detail there is to be consciously seen - the texture of things, the heat and cold of objects, the exact shape of things. The dream world is just as detailed as the waking world but just as in the waking state we brush over the detail in an attempt to get something out of the current situation rather than living everything it's got to offer.
Beste Grüße tseuq